Apricots and Wolfsbane

On the eve of publication

Tomorrow, my book releases.

(Holy crap!)

Tomorrow, you can dive into the words I’ve fretted over.

Your eyes will scan over them in microseconds, but I assure you, I’ve agonized over each one.

Tomorrow, I become a published author!

I remember making cardboard and wallpaper books in elementary school and I’ve always thought it would be amazing to create a real one. I’m am so proud of this work.

Tomorrow, you can enter the imaginary world I created.

And just like the real one, I know it will be critiqued. I am thrilled at the positive reception I’ve received from pre-release reviews, but I know not every book is for everyone. Some of you may not finish, some of you may despise the plot, or the writing, or the choices I’ve made. And that’s okay. Putting creative works out into the judging world takes courage and I hope you have the courage to be honest with me.

Tomorrow is the result of help and encouragement I have received from so many along the way.

I am grateful to my publisher for believing in me and elevating the piece with insightful editing. (Thank you, Myra, from the bottom of my heart.) I am grateful for all of the encouragement and support I have received from other authors I only virtually know – every time you  hit “like” on one of my Twitter hashtag game lines, you made my day. Thank you to my family who are my rock.

Tomorrow, my book releases.

I am still in disbelief. I am overcome with excitement and a little bit of nerves. I feel so grateful for the support I’ve received and the opportunity. I know there are many  hopeful authors who dream of publishing and I am honored to have made it this far. No matter what dream or crazy idea you have, don’t give up.

Tomorrow . . .

(Guess who is probably not going to sleep tonight.)

Apricots and Wolfsbane

Cover Reveal!

Here’s the full cover for Apricots and Wolfsbane! Thank you to Kate Cowan at Broken Arrow Designs for bringing part of my imagination to life.

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Apricots and Wolfsbane releases on Friday, October 13!

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Synopsis: 

Lavinia Maud craves the moment the last wisps of life leave her victim’s bodies—to behold the effects of her own poison creations. Believing confession erases the sin of murder, her morbid desires are in unity with faith, though she could never justify her skill to the magistrate she loves.

At the start of the 16th century in Tudor England, Lavinia’s marks grow from tavern drunks to nobility, but rising prestige brings increased risk. When the magistrate suspects her ruse, he pressures the priest into breaking her confessional seal, pitting Lavinia’s instincts as an assassin against the tenets of love and faith. She balances revenge with her struggle to develop a tasteless poison and avoid the wrath of her ruthless patron.

With her ideals in conflict, Lavinia must decide which will satisfy her heart: love, faith, or murder—but the betrayals are just beginning.


Praise for Apricots and Wolfsbane:

“Delicious. Apricots and Wolfsbane is a unique thriller packed with impressive research into historical poisons. Fast-paced, grim, and darkly funny, Pohlkamp’s prose are intoxicating.”

—Jessica Cale, author of Tyburn

 

“This is not my usual genre, however, I enjoyed the novel immensely. The story kept me on my toes with the action and the plot twists.”

—Lisa Orchard author of The Super Spies and The Starlight Chronicles.

 

“Although rich in period detail, K.M. Pohlkamp’s Apricots and Wolfsbane reads like a modern-day psychological thriller. Fans of the Dexter series will love Lavinia, an anti-hero the reader simultaneously gravitates toward and cringes away from. In some scenes, Lavinia is so sympathetic, my palms sweat with anticipation, hoping Lavinia could escape every predicament she found herself in. In other scenes, my stomach turned in revulsion at the lengths the poisoner went through while stalking and attempting to murder her prey. This is a perfect book club novel—with enough interest and intrigue to keep everyone turning the pages and enough depth for a lively discussion afterwards. I can’t wait for the sequel!”

—Megan Cassidy, author of Always JessieThe Misadventures of Marvin Miller, and Smothered


Pre-order the Kindle version from Amazon (Paperback link coming soon)

Pre-order the paperback from FillesVertesPublishing

Apricots and Wolfsbane releases on Friday, October 13!

Apricots and Wolfsbane, Writing Tip

When Your Hobby Becomes A Job

Writing is my escape. Under a blanket with my laptop, I can go anywhere, be anyone. For countless nights, from behind my humble keyboard, I dreamed of publishing a book. And now that it’s happening, I’ve found my “hobby” is less relaxing.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m loving every minute of this new adventure. Every time I get an e-mail from my publisher, a little part of me still stares at it in disbelief.

But suddenly I had the pressures of deadlines, the burden of being creative on the clock. My writing “to-do” list grew longer than my list of house chores. At times, my sudden second job became more stressful than my days at NASA. I often found myself calculating how many pages I needed to edit each night to make a deadline, staring at the clock – Did it really take me an hour to edit that one page?

My outlet for anxiety, my relaxation method, quickly became the source of my stress.

To cope, I learned to take breaks. To power off the laptop for a night and make progress on my to-be-read pile. To relax through other creative means: I edited family picture books and played around with video editing.

But through all the anxiety, I remembered to step back and take a breath. I’m publishing a book! And in 43 days! I want to savor every moment of this dream coming true, since I know it’s only for a fleeting moment.

At this point, there are no more editorial letters or notes to address. The cover is designed. In a few months, I know the requests for guest blogs will decline. Eventually it will just be me once again with my laptop, writing under a blanket, hoping I’ll be lucky enough to do this all again.

Apricots and Wolfsbane

50 Days Until Publication!

It is strange and exhilarating to watch a tale crafted out of the depths of my imagination come to life in tangible form.

The past months have been a whirlwind of revisions and authoring promotional/guest blogs for this fall. Last week, I completed a final round of manuscript edits considering comments from the beta reviews completed by all the Filles Vertes interns. (Thank you all again!) I’m thrilled my book caused so much thought and conversation. I wanted to write a book that made the reader think and it seems I met my goal!

Pre-publication reviews from published authors are also coming in (you can read them here) and I love the first glimpses into the thoughts of readers. I sincerely appreciate the time of the authors who have helped with this effort, and thank you for the beautiful reviews!

I’ve had a blast working with Kate Cowan of Broken Arrow Designs to create the cover and helping Filles Vertes Publishing with details for the inside layout design. I can’t wait to share the final cover and expect we’ll be announcing a reveal date soon!

50 days – it’s getting real, folks! I’m publishing a book!